DISCLAIMER: I GET HELLA ADHD IN THIS BLOG POST AND IT JUMPS AROUND RANDOMLY. IT PROBABLY WON'T MAKE ANY SENSE.
3 years
Three years. Holy fucking shit. That's a long ass time. Looking back on how I was back then, it doesn't feel like that long ago. Rewind five years, and you're looking at a skinnier, fit, non-cigarette smoking, hardly-alcohol consuming, confident teenager. What happened to me? I could think of so many things, but anything I say is technically an excuse. Hindsight is 20/20 right?
As soon as I came back from Korea (which is around two years ago), I started gaining weight. I left Korea with my weight being around 145. I shot up to 155 in a week. After that, I was a solid 165. I was okay with that, but I also wanted to lose weight. In that year, I made friends, lost friends, and even picked up the bass guitar and some DJ equipment. I went out with some Japanese fob girl that I tried my best for, but I ended up falling on my face because when I look back..............man, what happened to the guy that was so confident in his freshman year of college? Anyways, I started working out pretty regularly, putting on some definition, muscle, and dropped back down to 145. When I picked up the bass guitar, I joined a band, which was a makeshift band composed of a mix of beginners and veterans. I put a lot of time into practice, even though I couldn't pick up some things quick enough, while juggling work and finals. We played in a Battle of the Bands two weeks later, and from what I heard through the grapevine, we placed 4th........I think....it was pretty bad though. During that whole time, though, I stopped going to the gym. I didn't go back since. As for mixing and being a DJ, I would do it at parties that me and my friends threw and I got better from watching a few of my friends play. I'd like to thing that I'm good enough to play for a casual party :P I got a girlfriend around this time too, and I'm currently still with her.....although she's in Korea and I don't get to see her ㅠㅡㅠ
During that summer, I started playing League of Legends a lot more, since my friend just started playing it as well. It was fun, not knowing what was going on and spending countless hours trying to grind up to level 30 so my friends who've been playing for a long time, would play with me more. I started playing badminton again also. Sadly, badminton wasn't enough to keep me from inflating to 165. I practically lived at my friend's house, where she would feed me, give me all kinds of soda and we'd just hang out til badminton, and go home to play League. Through League, she met her boyfriend now, which is a good friend of mine, and I'm glad they're still together. I felt awkward going to the house all the time so I stopped going as much, since school was starting up soon and we had a badminton tournament coming too. Oh shit, I just remembered I went to Las Vegas to play at the EVO2K13, which is considered the biggest fighting game tournament in the world. Pro's from all over the world came to play and it was like seeing celebrities for me. I played Tekken Tag Tournament 2 and a few other games, but I went mainly to play Tekken. I still remember how I lost and I'm still haunted by that loss....on the bright side, I did happen to come back with some extra change in my pocket. Going back to the badminton tournament, I played in that tournament, not as fit as I used to be, and did alright, but I got a wrist injury. It still hurts a little. I keep using it as an excuse not to work out, but I bloated up to about 185~190. That's preeeeetty bad.
I skipped a buuuuuunch of stuff, but whatever, I can't think of anything right now and I'm only writing this blog because it's 5am and I don't feel like sleeping. I quit League for a bit, started drinking pretty heavily, and now I'm back on League and I try to play as much as I can. I fixed a few relationships and now our bond is even stronger as friends, which is dope. Although, considering how bored I am when I couldn't get myself to start playing League again, I bought someone I don't even know, a monitor. Yeah, wtf, right? Who in their right mind would do that? I wouldn't......but honestly, why I felt like doing that was kind of a.........what would you call it.....a symbol? No.....anyways, I did it because I felt like it was better than spending hundreds at the bar every night. Isn't it? Logically, it's pretty dumb to just buy a monitor for someone you don't know at all. What I wanted to accomplish was to do something nice for someone for no reason, and seeing their joy of getting something like that happen to them, it was a pretty awesome feeling. It's crazy what Hilo can do to you, when it's so.......slow. I think another reason why I did that was because of a recent Vegas trip I took in March. I went with my dad, and both me and my dad lost tons of money gambling. The result, me and my dad buying a bottle of alcohol with whatever money we had left for the day, and going back to the room at around 9pm to drink and hang out. We never do that. NEVER. We talked about all kinds of stories and I feel like I learned how to look at the bigger picture more often. That was probably the first time we had a legit father-son bonding experience and from it, I respect my dad a lot more. This summer, I also started to learn how to cook, because, believe it or not, my dad is probably one of the best cooks IN THE WORLD when it comes to Japanese food. No fucking joke, either.
I guess that's pretty much it. I left out so much but I didn't really think as I was typing and just let my hands go on autopilot mode and type whatever the fuck my brain told them to.
Peace.